The
practice of Vipassana or Insight Meditation is the
effort made by the meditator to understand correctly the
nature of the psychophysical phenomena taking place in
his or her own body. Physical phenomena are the things
or objects which one clearly perceives around one. The
whole of one’s body that one clearly perceives
constitutes a group of material qualities (rupa) .
Physical or mental phenomena are acts of consciousness
or awareness (na ma). These (na ma-rupa) are clearly
perceived to be happening whenever they are seen, heard,
smelt, tasted, touched, or thought of. When we are
following the Insight Meditation practice, we must make
ourselves aware of them by observing them, and noting
thus: ‘Seeing, seeing’, ‘hearing, hearing’, smelling,
smelling’, ‘tasting, tasting’, ‘touching, touching’, or
‘thinking, thinking’.
Every time we see, hear, smell, taste, touch, think, we
should make a note of the fact. But in the beginning of
our practice, we cannot make a note of every one of
these happenings. We should, therefore, begin with
noting those happenings which are conspicuous and easily
perceivable. With every act of breathing, the abdomen
rises and falls, which moment is always evident. This is
the material quality known as Vayodhatu (the element of
motion.
We should begin by noting this movement, which may be
done by the mind intently observing the abdomen. We will
find the abdomen rising when we breathe in and falling
when we breathe out. The rising should be noted mentally
as ‘rising’, and the falling as ‘falling’. If the
movement is not evident by just noting it mentally, we
should keep touching the abdomen with the palm of our
hand. We should not alter the manner of our breathing.
Neither slow it down, nor make it faster. We should not
breathe too vigorously, either. We will be tired if we
change the manner of our breathing. We should breathe
steadily as usual, and not mentally, not verbally the
rising and falling of the abdomen as they occur.
In the Insight Meditation (Vipassana) , saying doesn’t
matter. What really matters is to know or perceive the
mental and material qualities of one’s own body. While
noting the rising of the abdomen, do so from the
beginning to the end of the movement just as if we are
seeing it with our eyes. We should do the same with the
falling movement. Note the rising movement in such a way
that our awareness of it is concurrent with the movement
itself. The movement and the mental awareness of it
should coincide in the same way as a stone thrown hits
the target; similarly with the falling movement.
Our mind may wander elsewhere while we are noting the
abdominal movement. This must also be noted by mentally
saying, ‘wandering, wandering’. When this has been noted
once or twice, the mind stops wandering, in which case
we should go back to noting the rising and falling of
the abdomen. If the mind reaches somewhere, note as
‘reaching, reaching’. Then go back to the rising and
falling of the abdomen. If we imagine meeting somebody,
we should note as ‘meeting, meeting’. Then go back to
the rising and falling. If we imagine meeting and
talking to somebody, we should note as ‘talking,
talking’.
In short, whatever thought or reflection occurs should
be noted. When we imagine, note as ‘imagining’; when we
think ‘thinking’; when we plan ‘planing’; when we
perceive, ‘percei-ving’; when we reflect, ‘reflecting’;
when we feel happy, ‘happy’; when we feel bored,
‘bored’; when we feel glad, ‘glad’; when we feel
disheartened, ‘dishear-tened’. Nothing all these acts of
consciousness is called Cittanupassana.
Because we fail to note these acts of consciousness, we
tend to identify them with a person or an individual. We
tend to think that it is ‘I’ who is imagining, thinking,
planning, knowing (or percei-ving). We think that there
is a person who from childhood onwards has been living
and thinking. Actually, no such person exists. There are
instead only these continuing and successive acts of
consciousness. That is why we have to note each and
every act of consciousness as it arises. When so noted,
it tends to disappear. We then should go back to noting
the rising and falling of the abdomen.
How to react to the painful sensation
When we have sat meditating for long, sensation of
stiffness and heat will arise in our body. These are to
be noted carefully too. Similarly with sensations of
pain and tiredness. All of these sensations are Dukkha
vedana (feeling of unsatisfactoriness) and noting them
is Vedananupassana . Failure or omission to note these
sensations makes us think, “I” am stiff, I am feeling
warm, I am in pain. I was all right a moment ago. Now I
am uneasy with these unpleasant sensations.” The
identification of these sensations with the ego is
mistaken. There is really no “I involved, only a
succession of one new unpleasant sensation after
another.
It is just like a continuous succession of new
electrical impulses that light up electric lamps. Every
time unpleasant contacts are encountered in the body,
unpleasant sensations arise one after another. These
sensations should be carefully and intently noted,
whether they are sensations of stiffness, of heat or of
pain. In the beginning of our meditation practice, these
sensations may tend to increase, and lead to a desire to
change our posture. This desire should be noted, after
which we should go back to noting the sensations of
stiffness, heat, etc.
No pain no gain
“Patience leads to Nibbana”, as the Burmese saying goes.
This saying is most relevant in the meditation practice.
We must be patient in meditation practice. If we shift
or change our posture too often because we cannot be
patient with the sensation of stiffness or heat that
arises, Samadhi (good concentration) cannot develop. If
Samadhi cannot develop, insight cannot result, and there
can be no attainment of Magga the Path that leads to
Nibbana), Phala (the Fruit of that Path) and Nibbana .
That is why patience is needed in meditation practice.
It is patience mostly with unpleasant sensations in the
body like stiffness, sensations of heat and pain, and
other sensations that are hard to bear. We should not
immediately give up meditating on the appearance of such
sensations, and change our body posture. We should go on
patiently, just noting as “stiffness, stiffness,” or
“hot, hot”. Moderate sensations of these kinds will
disappear if we go on noting them patiently. When
concentration is good and strong, even intense
sensations tend to disappear. We then should revert to
noting the rising and falling of the abdomen.
Change, but with mindfulness
We will, of course, have to change our posture if the
sensations do not disappear even after we have noted
them for a long time, and if, on the other hand, they
become unbearable. We should then begin noting as
‘wishing to change, wishing to change’. If the arm
rises, we should note as ‘rising, rising’. If it moves,
note as ‘moving, moving’. This change should be made
gently and noted as ‘rising, rising’, ‘moving, moving’
and ‘touching, touching’.
When the body sways, we should note as ‘swaying,
swaying’; when the foot rises, ‘rising, rising’; when it
moves, ‘moving, moving’; when it drops, ‘dropping,
dropping’. If there is no change, but only static rest,
we should go back to noting the rising and falling of
the abdomen. There must be no inter-mission in between,
only contiguity between a preceding act of noting and a
succeeding one, between a preceding Samadhi (sate of
concentration) and a succeeding one, between a preceding
act of intelligence and a succeeding one. Only then will
there be successive and ascending stages of maturity in
the state of intelligence. Magga-nana and Phala-nana
(knowledge of the Path and of Fruition) are attained
only when there is this kind of gathering momentum.
The meditative process is like that of producing fire by
energetically and unremittingly rubbing two sticks of
wood together so as to attain the necessary intensity of
heat (when the flame arises). In the same way, the
noting in Insight Meditation (Vipassana) should be
continual and unremitting, without any resting interval
between acts of noting whatever phenomena may arise. For
instance, if a sensation of itchiness intervenes, and we
have a desire to scratch because it is hard to bear,
both the sensation and the desire to get rid of it
should be noted, without immediately getting rid of the
sensation by scratching.
If we go on perseveringly noting thus, the itchiness
generally disappears, in which case we should revert to
noting the rising and falling of the abdomen.
If the itchiness does not in fact disappear, we have, of
course, to eliminate it by scratching. But first, the
desire to do so should be noted.
All the movements involved in the process of eliminating
this sensation should be noted, especially the touching,
pulling, pushing and scratching movements, with an
eventual reversion to noting the rising and falling of
the abdomen.
Every time we make a change of posture, we should begin
with noting our intention or desire to make the change,
and go on to noting every movement closely, such as
rising from the sitting posture, raising the arm, moving
and stretching it. We should make the change at the same
time as noting the movements involved. As our body sways
forwards, note it. As we rise, the body becomes light
and rises. Concentrating our mind on this, we should
gently note as ‘rising, rising’.
We should behave as if we were a weak invalid. People in
normal health rise easily and quickly or abruptly. Not
so with feeble
Invalids, who do so slowly and gently. The same is the
case with people suffering from ‘back-ache’ who rise
gently lest the back hurt and cause pain. In the same
manner, we have to make our changes of posture gradually
and gently; only then will mindfulness concentration and
insight be good. Begin, therefore, with gentle and
gradual movements. When rising, we must do so gently
like an invalid, at the same time noting as ‘rising,
rising’. Not only this; though the eye sees, we must act
as if we do not see. Similarly we must act when the ear
hears. While meditating, our concern is only to note.
What we see and hear are not our concern. So whatever
strange or striking things we may see or hear, we must
behave as if we do not see or hear them, merely noting
carefully.
When making bodily movements, we should do so gradually
as if we were a weak invalid, gently moving the arms and
legs, bending or stretching them, bending down the head
and bringing it up. All these movements should be made
gently. When rising from the sitting posture, we should
do so gradually, noting as ‘rising, rising’. When
straightening up and standing, we should note as
standing, standing’, When looking here and there, we
should note as ‘looking, seeing’.
When walking, we should note the steps, whether they are
taken with the right or the left foot. We must be aware
of all the successive movements involved, from the
raising of the foot to the dropping of it. We should
note each step taken, whether with the right foot or the
left foot. This is the manner of noting when we walk
fast.
It will be enough if we thus when walking fast and
walking some distance. When walking slowly or doing the
Cankama walk (walking up and down,) three movements
should be noted in each step: when the foot is
raised,when it is pushed forward, and when it is
dropped. Begin with noting the raising and dropping
movements. We must be properly aware of the raising of
the foot. Similarly, then the foot is dropped, we should
be properly aware of the heavy falling of the foot. We
must walk, noting as ‘rising, dropping’ with each step.
This noting will become easier after about two days,
Then we should go on to noting the three movements as
described above, as ‘rasing, pushing forward, dropping’.
In the beginning, it will suffice to note one or two
movements only, thus ‘right step, left step’ when
walking fast, and ‘rasing, dropping’ when walking
slowly. If when walking thus, we may want to sit down,
we should note as ‘wanting to sit down, wanting to sit
down’.
When actually sitting down, we should note the ‘heavy
falling of our body. When we are seated, we should note
the movements involved in arranging our legs and arms.
When there are no such movements, but just a stillness
(static rest) of the body, we should note the rising and
falling of the abdomen. While noting thus and if
stiffness of our limbs and sensation of heat in any part
of our body arise, we should go on to note them. Then we
should go back to ‘rising, falling’. While nothing thus
and if a desire to lie down arises, we should note it,
and the movements of our legs and arms as we lie down.
The rasing of the arm, the moving of it, the resting of
the elbow on the floor, the swaying of the body, the
stretching of the legs, the listing of the body as we
slowly prepare to lie down, all these movements should
be noted.
Knowledge can be gained
To note as we lie down thus is important. In the course
of this movements (that is, lying down,) we can gain a
distinctive knowledge (that is, Magga-nana and Phala-nana
(the knowledge of the Path and of Fruition). When
Samadhi (concentration) and Nana (insight) are strong,
the distinctive knowledge can come at any moment. It can
come in a single ‘bend’ of the arm or in a single
‘stretch’ of the arm. Thus it was that the Venerable
Ananda became an Arahant.
The Venerable Ananda was trying strenuously to attain
Arahantship overnight on the eve of the first Buddhist
Council. He was practising the whole night the form of
Vipassana meditation known as Kayagatasati, noting his
steps, right and left, raising, pushing forward and
dropping of the feet, noting happening by happening, the
mental desire to walk and the physical movement involved
in walking. Although this went on till it was nearly
dawn, he had not yet succeeded in the attaining
Arahantship. Realizing that he had practised the walking
meditation to excess and that, in order to balance
Sama-dhi (concentration) and Viriya (effort), he should
practice meditation inthe lying posture for a while, he
entered his chamber. He sat on the couch and then lay
himself down, While doing so and noting ‘lying, lying’
he attained Arahantship in an instant.
We should also note when we wash our face or take a
bath. As the movements involved in these acts are rather
quick, as many of them should be noted as possible.
There are then acts of dressing, of tidying up the bed,
of opening and closing the door, all these should also
be noted as closely as possible.
When we have our meal and look at the meal-table, we
should note as ‘looking, seeing, looking, seeing’. When
we extend our arm towards the food, touch it, collect
and arrange it, handle it and bring it to the mouth,
bend our head and put the morsel of food into our mouth,
drop our arm and raise our head again, all these
movements should be duly noted.